I find this letter very hard to write. I have been thinking about what I would say to you for months now.
So here goes:
It feels like a part of my heart has been ripped out of my chest. I don't understand where it all went wrong? You’ve been so quiet, and I don't know if you feel the same, but I hope you do, because it will shatter me if all our wonderful memories were to be something of the past. Did I do something wrong? Did I say something that hurt your feelings? What happened? I feel that I need to fix our relationship. Even if I have to wait till December just to spend a week with you… I’ll do anything… it will be GREAT to be with you again! Just know that I can't wait to spend time with you, and that I’m ticking off every single day that goes by. Every day that goes by is one day closer to you!!! My love for you is indescribable.. oh, how I miss you!
Lots of love…